Thresholds and Covenants: A Journal Entry

“The past is never dead. It’s not even past.”- William Faulkner

The forest is a keeper of thresholds. Rivers, crossroads, and moonlit glades are its well-known gateways, but hollow oaks- split by lightning and hollowed by time- are quieter, darker doors. I found it weeks ago, its trunk cracked like an ancient tome, its roots cradling secrets older than the village beyond the trees.

Inside, wrapped in linen the colour of a weathered bone, lay a blade. Not rusted, thought its edge was dull. Not ornate, though its hilt bore runes that prickled the skin like static. It hummed in my palm, a sound felt more than heard, as if vibrating in tune with the marrow of the world.

The Language of Unseen Things

Hollow trees are not mere shelters for owls or foxes. In Celtic lore, they are portals to the fairy realms. Offerings of milk or bread are left to appease their keepers, but this blade was no offering. It was a key. Or a lock. Or both.

The runes defied translation. Not like anything I have seen before- perhaps something older, something ties to the nameless things that walked the woods before the stones I stumble on were set in place. The blade’s purpose lingers just beyond reach, like a word forgotten mid-sentence.

Dreaming

The blade now rests on my desk, next to dried hawthorn and a jar of storm water. It hums at odd hours, a sound that slips into dreams. Last night I dreamt of a weaver that was not weaving, but instead unravelling. Threads snapped like sinew as she laughed.

I woke with dirt beneath my nails, the journals pages smudged with ink and a refrain echoing through my mind: not all doors should be opened. Coincidence? The forest does not deal in coincidence.

Reflections

I returned the blade to its oak today. Left it swaddled in fresh lines, a sprig of rue, and three drops of blood- an offering, apology, and plea. The wind hissed through the hollow but whether in acceptance or scorn, I cannot say.

The forest guards its thresholds jealously. Some secrets are not meant to be found. Some blades are not meant to be held.

Murmurs in the Mist: A Journal Entry

“I am the only being whose doom No tongue would ask, no eye would mourn.”- Emily Brontë

The Morning’s Veil

I woke to a world swallowed by fog. The forest was a ghost of itself- trees reduced to silhouettes, the path ahead dissolved into a haze of silver and grey. Even the birds were silent, their songs muffled by the weight of the mist. I followed the stream, its voice the only guide, a murmur beneath the stillness.

The water was black as ink, reflecting nothing but the void above. I knelt to drink, and for a moment, my own face stared back- pale, fractured, a stranger’s visage rippling in the current. The forest does this: mirrors your doubts, your fears, the parts of yourself you’ve buried like bones.

The Language of Loss

I found something today. Half-buried in the mud, corroded by time, was a locket. Its chain was broken, its clasp rusted shut. When I pried it open, the inside was empty- no portrait, no lock of hair, just a hollow where memory once lived.

Who wore this? A lover? A lost soul? Or someone like me, who wandered too deep and forgot the way back? The locket hummed in my palm, cold and insistent. I slipped it into my pocket. Some questions aren’t meant to be answered yet.

With the fog this thick, the way was unclear. I gathered a cup of stream water, a feather and a candle. I held the feather above the water and asked for guidance through this unseen place. I dipped the feather into the water and traced a path over my skin, anointing myself. I lit the candle and allowed flame to burn the tip of the feather. The smoke curled upwards in the mist, its shape revealing a map.

Reflections

The fog has lifted now, but the locket stays with me- a reminder that loss is not an end, but a thread. Every empty space holds the echo of what once was, and every echo is a call to keep walking.

The forest is patient. It knows I will return, lantern in hand, to ask the questions I am not ready to voice yet.

Whispers In The Wind: A Journal Entry

“The wind was a torrent of darkness among the gusty trees.”- Alfred Noyes

The Forest’s Song

I woke to a sky bruised with storm clouds, the air thick with the promise of rain. The wind tore through the trees like a wild thing, bending branches into bows and scattering leaves like ancient runes. I followed its restless path, my hair snapping behind me, until I found myself at the edge of a stream.

The water churned, restless and dark, its surface stippled by the wind. It felt alive- a creature of the storm, singing a song of chaos and creation. I knelt, my reflection fractured by the current, and wondered if the stream recognised me. If it, too, felt the weight of unspoken secrets.

The Language of the Wild

The forest speaks in riddles today. The wind carries voices that are not quite human- a sigh here, a laugh there, the murmur of a name I almost recognise. I found a crow’s feather lodged in the crook of a birch tree, its edges iridescent with oil-slick blue. A gift? A warning? The forest does not explain.

I traced the feather along my palm, its barbs catching on my skin. In the distance, thunder growled, and the first drops of rain began to fall.

I ritualised the rainfall. I whispered to the wind let me be as fearless as the storm, I collected rainwater and anointed myself under the angry sky. “Clear my mind” as I touched my temples, “Free my voice” as I touched my throat, “Strengthen my spirit” as I touched my heart. I listened to the wind- I opened my arms to it, I filled myself with the energy of the raging wind and then, I left the feather as an offering- a thanks given to the forest for its guidance.

Reflections

The storm has passed now, leaving the forest glistening and still. But I feel its echo in my bones- a reminder that even the wildest tempests are part of the tapestry.

The forest doesn’t offer answers; it only offers mysteries. And mysteries, I am learning, are a kind of magic all their own.

First Light: A Journal Entry

“The woods are lovely, dark and deep, But I have promises to keep, And miles to go before I sleep” – Robert Frost

The Forest at Dawn

I woke to the sound of birdsong, their melodies weaving through the trees like threads of light. The forest was alive, breathing, stirring beneath the first rays of the sun. I don’t know how I came to be here, but the air feels different- thicker, somehow, as if it holds secrets just out of reach.

I walked for hours, my feet carrying me over moss-covered stones and through streams that glittered like liquid silver. The forest is vast, endless, and yet it feels familiar, as if I’ve walked these paths in dreams. There is a strange comfort in the unknown, a sense that I am exactly where I need to be, even if I don’t yet understand why.

The Language of the Land

The forest speaks in a language I am only beginning to understand. The rustle of leaves, the creak of branches, the distant call of a fox- it is a symphony, a story, a spell. I found myself stopping often, my hand resting on the rough bark of a tree, my eyes tracing the patterns of light and shadow on the forest floor.

I gathered a few things as I walked- a feather, a smooth stone, a sprig of a wild herb. They feel like gifts, tokens from the land itself. I don’t know what they mean yet, but I sense they are important, that they hold some kind of message or meaning.

A Strange Longing

There is a feeling I can’t quite name- a longing, or a pull, or a whisper at the back of my mind. It is as if I have forgotten something vital and that it sits just out of reach. The forest seems to know, though. It watches me with quiet patience, as though it is waiting for me to remember.

I sat by the stream for a long time, my fingers trailing in the cool water. The current carried leaves and twigs, and I wondered where they were going, what they would find. Perhaps I am like those leaves, carried by a current I cannot see, toward a destination I cannot yet imagine.

The forest is a mystery, but a friend. It does not give its secrets easily, but I sense that it is leading me somewhere… that it is showing me something I need to see.

I don’t know what tomorrow will bring, but for now, I am content to wander, to listen, to learn. The forest is patient, and so am I.